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Jess Hughes
06 May 2009 @ 10:26 pm
JOB.  
I need one.

Because I go to mine only to feel like shit and by 6pm I want to kill myself.

I make 8$ an hour. With no benefits and less appreciation.

If you know of ANYTHING, ANYWHERE, please, PLEASE let me know.

I have a sweet resume and a B.A. that needs to be put to use and bills that need to be paid.

Thanks, guys. ;\
 
 
Jess Hughes
18 December 2008 @ 10:09 am
I hope I get this job!

I hope I get this job!

I hope I get this job!
 
 
Current Mood: nervous
 
 
Jess Hughes
24 November 2008 @ 10:08 pm
I need a new camera and since Christmas is soon I'm going to ask for a sweet one, but I don't want to end up getting something shitty, so to all of my friends with sweet photo skills: I need your help!

I'd like something a little more advanced than a typical point and shoot, but not sure I'm ready for a dSLR (although that would be pretty awesome) and I'm not sure how much money my mom is willing to spend, although she asked me to give her a few to choose from, so any suggestions on brands/models/where to purchase/etc. would be great!

Thanks!

PS. Is there anywhere to get instant Polaroid film that isn't like 20$ a pack? Gahhh.
 
 
Current Mood: okay
 
 
Jess Hughes
15 October 2008 @ 10:19 pm
I never update this because I never seem to have a reason, but I thought I should write a few sentences. I don't even find myself interesting, so why should you?

Life:

I graduated from Rutgers on May 22nd, 2008. I miss living at school and friends and college more than anything. Living at home is obnoxious and I can't wait to move out. I also hate waiting for this to be possible.

I've worked as a full-time Classroom Assistant at a preschool/daycare since the beginning of June. I quit Blockbuster soon after (and paying for movies now makes me cringe). I started in the two and three-year-old Beginner Room over the summer, and miss it and my adorable little buddies I really love. I've never laughed so much in my life because of those kids; they're amazing. Since the new school year started, I've been in a Pre-Kindergarten class, where the kids are smartasses (con) and don't wear diapers (pro), are only a little cute (con) but pretty entertaining (pro). Work is fun, kids are funny, but the pay is less than mediocre and thus I am looking for another job. I've been applying to so many things and not hearing back is doing a number on my self-esteem. Just kidding, but it is annoying, and I feel like having a degree is not helping me at all. If anyone knows of any job openings, please let me know!

I just got a 2005 VW Golf a few weeks ago that is fucking sweet. Her name might be Blondie, but I'm not sure yet. It's so weird and awesome to be driving a car that a) actually runs well b) is not as old as I am, and c) is completely m.i.n.e. Love my dream car.

I'm very happy, thankful, and very much in love, mmmmmm!<3

I'm being a bumble bee for Halloween, but I'll probably look like that chubby girl from the Blind Melon video (I'm okay with this). :)

Everyone better vote.

Speaking of which: there are two (I repeat, two. Is this necessary?) McCain/Palin signs on my front lawn thanks to my Republican zombie step-dad that someone needs to come and set fire to/destroy/vandalize/steal/smear feces on/etc. If you want my address, feel free to leave me a comment. If you already know where I live, feel free to "visit".

I turn 23 in one month. Old lady.

Hope all is well!
 
 
Current Mood: okay
 
 
Jess Hughes
01 March 2008 @ 12:50 pm
I can't wait to graduate.
I can't wait to be considered part of the "real" world. And a grown-up!
I can't wait to make more than minimum wage.
I can't wait to prove to my mom that college was worth an insane amount of debt.

Come on, May 22nd!
 
 
Current Location: 313
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Feist
 
 
Jess Hughes
23 August 2007 @ 11:33 pm
Can I go back to school yet?
 
 
Current Mood: bored
 
 
Jess Hughes
09 August 2007 @ 02:41 am
When making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, does anyone put the jelly on first?






I'm watching Bio-Dome, the greatest cinematic gift of 1996.







North Carolina tomorrow!
 
 
Current Mood: high
 
 
Jess Hughes
25 July 2007 @ 10:43 am
You scored as Albus Dumbledore, You are Albus Dumbledore. Calm, perceptive, forgiving, and wise beyond your years.

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Albus Dumbledore

78%

Neville Longbottom

78%

Luna Lovegood

69%

Hermione Granger

69%

Draco Malfoy

66%

Sirius Black

66%

Ron Weasley

59%

Harry Potter

56%

Bellatrix Lestrange

56%

Remus Lupin

50%

Severus Snape

47%

Oliver Wood

47%

Percy Weasley

41%

Lord Voldemort

34%

Harry Potter Character Combatibility Test
created with QuizFarm.com
 
 
Jess Hughes
08 July 2007 @ 10:55 pm
I start my new job tomorrow, and I am nervous.
 
 
Jess Hughes
10 May 2007 @ 02:39 am
It's finally here.

Fun things I want to do:

Get a bicycle!
Road trip to my dad's in NC
and other places
Become a vegetarian
Go to the Museum of Natural History
and Central Park, because I've never been
Camping! :)
Kiss Mike every chance I get<3
See Danielle and all of my RU friends a lot!
Visit Ed, if he's lucky
Spend a little, or a lot, of everyday outside
Pass my summer course at CCC
Go to a Phillies' game
Adventure Aquarium
Make sweet $ at work
Save some of that sweet $
Shore!
Buy a camera and
take pictures of everything
Smoke my lungs out
Read my heart out
Live it up
Relax
Be positive
and peaceful

I'll probably be adding to this soon. Ideas welcome. :)
 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: calm
 
 
Jess Hughes
18 April 2007 @ 03:01 am
I am super excited to be going to Invisible Children's Displace Me in NY on April 28th!

Along with the thousands already signed up, I want to know if anyone else wanted to come experience this movement with me.

Here's some info from the website:

When Hurricane Katrina hit this country, we saw for the first time what a displaced American looks like. Now we're asking you to voluntarily become displaced, leaving the comforts of your homes, to imagine for 24 hours what it's like for the millions of people in Northern Uganda who have been displaced for more than ten years.

What is a displaced camp?

The Lord's Resistance Army (LRA) has abducted thousands of children, subjected them to torture or sexual violence and forced them to fight in a violent guerilla army for 21 years—making it the longest running war in Africa. In hopes of providing protection from this rebel militia, the Ugandan government forcibly evicted its Northern citizens from their homes—giving them 48 hours to relocate into camps. Today, more than 1.5 million Northern Ugandans remain far from secure, suffering nearly 1,000 deaths per week due to inhumane living conditions in the camps.
Alcoholism, sexual abuse, HIV/AIDS, inadequate sanitation and lack of education have caused immeasurable damage to two generations and the near-total destruction of Acholi culture. Water is scarce and people are reliant on food to be delivered by foreign aid. If the food isn't delivered, the people starve. This April, the already meager rations delivered by the World Food Program to the camps will be cut in half due to lack of funding—with school feeding programs and support for HIV/aids victims soon to follow. This will indisputably increase the number of deaths among those already suffering from severe malnutrition—mostly among women, children and the elderly. That is why the timing of this event, and your participation are so crucial.

"Displace Me" is the nationwide event giving Americans the chance to respond.

By traveling to one of our 15 camps and gathering together, the strength of our size will make a visible statement to our government and media that the citizens of the U.S. demand action in ending the war in Northern Uganda, in order to send the Acholi people suffering in the camps and the abducted children back home. The point is to travel; the point is to become displaced yourself.

Saturday, April 28, 2007 say "Displace Me" and leave your homes to bring them home.

Commit to a city here:



If you can't come to Displace Me, please check out www.invisiblechildren.com/.

Thank you!
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
Jess Hughes
10 April 2007 @ 01:35 am
I just want it to be summer.
 
 
Current Location: (1 more month at) RU
Current Mood: drained
 
 
Jess Hughes
01 April 2007 @ 12:25 am




Who says art needs to be in a museum?


So one of my best friends here at Rutgers, Joe Valentine, is creating an unconventional art gallery that is a part of Art City during the week of Tent State V. While Joe singlehandedly took this on himself in the past, a small group of us (we've decided to call ourselves and our space, S. P. A. C. E.) has become involved as a part of an anthropology class, and this means a lot to us to have as many visitors and as much support as we can get. We already have local artists eager to display their work in a nontraditional way, but we have tons more to do and only a few weeks left to raise money and awareness for our cause. If anyone would like to be involved--via monetary donations (please!) to letting us borrow materials (anything from stuff like a huge tent, tables, cinderblocks, 2x4s, to tiny things to help hang art like nails to paper clips), or even directions to the event, please contact me via lj, AIM (showbruises), myspace (www.myspace.com/jesslove) or the facebook group you might already have joined: http://rutgers.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2262127111/. Thanks to you if you already have, invite your friends! :)

Here is a little of our mission statement:

"The Social Progressives Alternative Cultural Exhibition (S. P. A. C. E.) is reaching out to friends and allies to help us expand the scope of our activities empowering communities through visual art. Combining direct action organizing with civic engagement, our current project seeks to engage local community artists and expand the venues in which visual culture can be displayed.

The mission of this space is to explore the ways in which people experience art. It is our belief that although traditional museums do incorporate many aspects of culture, they have failed to consider a broader more holistic representation of their society. By forming an alternative venue, we ask our participants to critically think about how visual art can be taken outside traditional spaces. Whether artwork loses its potency, or maintains its sense of authority when being experienced differently. By incorporating local artists and community members this space aims to critique the powerful ways in which society is conditioned to see art. We offer to our visitor’s the time and space to take an alternate view of the ways museums reinforce hierarchies of power.

Our campaign was spearheaded by a group of young anthropologists who have decided to build an untraditional museum venue to make artwork and museum space more accessible. By rethinking our own personal visual experience, we will be organizing around these concepts to build physical space to house local creatives and visual artist’s work. This is an attempt to create social consciousness that impacts and influences ways of experiencing art, and will hopefully impact a broader demographic to think about their own accessibility to museums and the art world.

Come visit our unconventional art gallery during the week of April 23rd on Voorhees Mall. More specific details to be announced!

Peace and piracy."

Please check this out, thanks! :)
 
 
Current Location: Rutgers<3
Current Mood: determined
 
 
Jess Hughes
16 March 2007 @ 10:42 pm
I got to pet stingrays and sharks today. :)
 
 
Current Location: Holiday Inn
Current Mood: beaaaat
 
 
Jess Hughes
25 January 2007 @ 01:25 am
I am so excited for the weekend and all of its adventures.

Four classes tomorrow? Not so much.

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Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: MCS "Attractive Today"
 
 
Jess Hughes
20 December 2006 @ 03:12 am
I want some amazing boy to fall madly in love with me.

K?
 
 
Jess Hughes
13 December 2006 @ 08:24 am
The result of an all-nighter my way-too-fried brain. Excuse the load of crap which is this paper and me while I go to sleep. I want to edit it already, I think I repeat so much. Ahhhh.

MySpace: Friending a Generation

Being logged into Myspace is distracting me from writing my paper about Myspace. Like millions of users in their teens and twenties, locating that X at the upper right-hand corner of the screen is rather difficult when so much social commodity is instantly at ones fingertips. Myspace.com has become a social networking phenomenon for the X and Y generations as a means to find a sense of belonging and community while also acting as a tool to create ones identity, gain status among peers, and inflate egos in a constant popularity race for the most friends, comments, and profile views. How and why members choose to have a space to represent themselves to the public (or select public) or not is an important aspect in understanding this virtual realm of communication that may seem foreign to those without profiles or those in an older age group. How the presence of online technology has effected communication and social culture between youths who cannot imagine a world without the Internet is an underlying question for those of this generation simultaneously participating and viewing such things as commonplace and also for those not accustomed to the online world. Even anthropologically, parallels can be drawn between MySpace and cultural concepts such as representation, public versus private realms, and reciprocation. By using arguments from danah boyd, who states that these websites help people write themselves into being and others I will explain how social networking websites are tools of the mass media in the forms of imagined communities and moral panics as they have found their way into daily social interactions and even in current pop culture.
Representation is one of the most important aspects of having a MySpace membership. The creation of a MySpace profile becomes synonymous with the creation of an online identity. Each user is given infinite possibilities in how he or she chooses to depict their online personality. It is in the hands of the users to represent themselves however necessary to suit their needs for having a MySpace. A profile becomes every narcissistic teen or twenty-somethings’ expression of oneself in terms of interests and favorite well, anything. A portrayal of a person in what is thought to be his best light is what ends up on the webpage, and is usually whatever he feels will seem attractive to peers in order to gain friends and thus popularity. “Explicit reactions to their online presence offers valuable feedback. The goal is to look cool and receive peer validation. Of course, because imagery can be staged, it is often difficult to tell if photos are a representation of behaviors or a re-presentation of them.” MySpace allows room for youth to explore their identity and to do so while finding a community that reflects and supports such an identity. Publisher of an online commentary site called YPulse, Anastasia Goodstein states: “’Teens are narcissistic and exhibitionist. For teens, especially, who are going through this stage where they're constantly looking for that affirmation and validation and response for everything they are, it's just addictive.’” While many young users may not agree with this statement, it is because they do not realize that subconsciously these are the effects and contrived purposes for the site that were in fact reproduced and given meaning to by the teens themselves.
These communities shaped by MySpace happen to be located online, and for this reason can be viewed as an imagined community since face-to-face interaction is not required, although most users see their friends in real life practically everyday. Fortunately, the online world increasingly comes naturally to Generations X and Y, and for most what conversations or events that occur in cyberspace may just have well occurred at school or while physically hanging out. “For those who didn't grow up with the Internet, it might seem strange to think of a mere website as an actual place. But for people…who can't remember when there was no Internet, cyberspace is a real place, even if the entry gates come in the form of a PC.” MySpace provides its users with a way to feel connected to others based on their specific network of friends and interests. Also acting as a valuable source of constant communication, this social networking site solidifies friendships and emphasizes feelings of belonging: these communities are far from imagined.
The pre-Internet generation—mostly the parents of the Web-literate—worry that their children are spending too much time cruising through MySpace profiles, an activity that is misunderstood and deemed pointless or dangerous by interfering adults. The concept of MySpace as a place to socialize has since created a moral panic in the media due to the potential amount of personal information that can be spread to strangers that view young people’s profiles. Why, then, are youths spending so much time online? Aside from being accustomed to the Internet, danah boyd argues that teens are so controlled in the physical world that they need a public place elsewhere to hang out without boundaries and the presence of parents and authority figures:
"It is not the technology that encourages youth to spend time online - it's the lack of mobility and access to youth space where they can hang out uninterrupted….By going virtual, digital technologies allow youth to (re)create private and public youth space while physically in controlled spaces. Online, youth can build the environments that support youth socialization."

MySpace provides a public place for the younger generation to still “hang out” virtually with their friends even after school or their curfews have ended via messaging and commenting each other’s profiles. Youth need such space to “gather” and express themselves and to demonstrate this expressiveness to their peers, and in that space adults are basically ignored. boyd also insists that while MySpace has risks, it is important for adults not to blow them out of proportion; the danger associated with MySpace from adult misinterpretation is not why so many youth have profiles: “To them, the benefits for socialization outweigh the potential harm.” For many underage MySpacers, parents (and the site as well) encourage changing accounts to private settings so that only approved friends and acquaintances can see their full profile.
When members choose to set their profiles to private or friends-only, only those members who have been friended have the privilege of viewing a person’s extended profile and bulletins he or she posts. The user has the authority to control who is able to see what features of MySpace. For example, a blog—-an online diary or journal within component of the profile—-can be intended for only the friends of a person with a public profile or for those with private, for a set of preferred readers. Not seeing a person’s full profile sparks interest and curiosity for friends of friends or just those browsing random profiles, and is a tease for others to friend a private member. Ultimately private profiles do provide the user-—or their guardians—-with a sense of security since the information provided by user is only seen by a smaller, select public and is guarded from strangers, teachers, and (potential) employers.
Acquiring friends on MySpace and the interactions that occur between friends are examples of reciprocity. Friending is mutual, at least on one end: each user has the power to approve or deny requests for friendship and edit their list of friends whenever necessary. Many MySpacers are under the impression or believe that the amount of friends one has is indicative of popularity and coolness, as well as placement on a friend’s list of “top friends.” Top friends lists tend to cause emotional rifts between friends and can create a friend-hierarchy to signal the beginning or end of a particular relationship: “In a culture where it’s socially awkward to reject someone’s friendship, ranking them provides endless drama and social awkwardness.” Ranking is usually given to a user’s closest friends or boy/girlfriend, and also to favorite bands or celebrities. Placing a friend in the top list is expected to be done in return. Such things that make general friend interactions reciprocal are in that if a person comments a friend’s profile or pictures or gives kudos to a blog entry, that friend is socially obligated to return whatever new addition that has been made to their page. This act is what I will name “MySpace currency” that are used for “purchasing” status or popularity among friends and ones network on the site. The number of times a person’s profile has been viewed may also be seen as important, and egos may be inflated by such high numbers, or deflated when no one has looked at the page in a while. For Music MySpaces, however, the amount of profile views or plays are displayed directly on the page, and are meaningful here for record labels to think a band or performer has a strong fan base and thus their chances for being signed may improve. Bulletins, messages and comments are forms of MySpace commodity that allow a user to keep up with the social circles and the ins-and-outs of relationships; the chance to be viewed as cool or popular based on who someone is friends with appeals to a large amount of teens and twenty-somethings in the form of an online popularity contest.
The most important lesson to learn from MySpace is its impact as a social networking site on today’s youth culture. Members of this high school or college age group have grown up using computers and were the first generation to truly become Internet savvy and comfortable with displaying a portrayal of themselves online via public forums like MySpace. Through the politics that have come to be associated with establishing a network and the creation of an identity, I believe MySpace teaches and prepares its younger users for life through skills and habits formed as a result of having online social relationships. As in traditional networking, the saying “it is all in who you know” also applies on the Internet. One’s presentation of a MySpace profile is now used as a way to break the ice upon meeting someone or in attempts to get to know a person better; URLs to one’s site seem to be given out more frequently than phone numbers. Here, first impressions are established in a way that is fully intentional by the user—the most accurate depiction of what a member stands for or believes in, his personality traits, interests, and (number of) friends are presented to those they are interested in meeting and vise-versa. Undoubtedly, MySpace has had an effected of the social culture of today in that it is seen as the trend to participate in, although not by everyone:
…Its ubiquitousness does not mean that everyone thinks that it is cool. Many teens complain that the site is lame, noting that they have better things to do. Yet, even those teens have an account which they check regularly because it's the only way to keep up with the Jones's. ….Of course, not all teens are using the site, either because they refuse to participate in the teen fad or because they have been banned from participating. Such non-conformity is typical of all teen practices.

The fact that so many youth are members of MySpace and that some teens choose to not take part in what they believe to be a trend proves that the site is a form of cultural representation. Profiles that can create an identity are image makers; friends and those who browse profiles act as audiences. Conforming or associating to a certain scene or type of MySpace profile reproduce such images, while controlling privacy settings, choices of content, pictures posted, and friends are forms of resistance.
Is MySpace and similar social networking sites just a fad among young people? Mentioning of the site now occurs in everyday conversations and interactions and also appear in current pop culture. For instance, pictures taken at a party will most likely be posted on the site to be commented on, or taken for the sole purpose of being judged by others on MySpace. The origin of the term “the angles,” is defined in David Lehre’s short film entitled Myspace: the Movie. Prevalent in the music world, bands no longer have to rely on a website to represent them or their sound—-multi-purpose promotional Music MySpace pages are created so fans can interact, discuss new releases and upcoming shows, and friend each other. MySpace is also inspiration for some bands, such as in a Gym Class Heroes song entitled “New Friend Request” which discusses friending a member of opposite sex:

But all I got is this Powerbook and Ichat
Besides I hit you all the time and you never write back
I stay on my feet
And be persistent until my name is under "who you'd like to meet"…
So click approve, so simple
Show me some kind of sign and let me know it's time to make my move…
Who cares if we don't know each other's last name
All I know is that I'm smitten with your pictures wishin’ you would feel the same
I'll admit I get a lil’ jealous when other dudes leave you comments
Don't let it gas you up, it's all nonsense.

Just as bands have used MySpace as a way to know their fans, so do businesses, companies and organizations to advertise their products, locations or promote their causes. Lately it has become normal for a movie preview or commercial to end with “…visit us at www.myspace.com/....” because more and more people are recognizing the site as a mass media outlet. MySpace is even promoted more so by the creation of t-shirts, stickers, and buttons that claim “You looked Better on MySpace” or “I Heart Tom.” All reference the site so that the pop-cultural status of those who understand the joke's exclusivity is heightened. Whether or not MySpace is merely a trend that will eventually fade is still in question, as is its real impact on social networking and forms of communication, especially among the X and Y generations since they are still occurring.
Undoubtedly, MySpace has proven itself as a tool of the mass media that produces, reproduces and resists image makers in areas of social networking among our youth. Communication is evolving thanks to sites like MySpace, and youth culture has been given a new place and meaning since now, an online representation of a person can be created in order to gain and interact with a network of friends. In doing so, members are able to uphold status through identity of their liking and reciprocal forms of social currency exchanged on MySpace often translate to real-life situations. For now, MySpace will continue to be a successful place for learning aspects of cultural knowledge among youth members who strive to find a sense of belonging in what is said to be an imagined community that is actually a very real place to teens. Unfortunately it is also misunderstood by older generations, who make the site into a huge media and moral panic. Until the next social networking site comes along or until it is considered safe to return to more traditional modes of communicating, “youth will continue to work out identity issues, hang out and create spaces that are their own, regardless of what technologies are available.” While the site’s future is unknown, MySpace will provide a medium for its young members to express their identities socio-culturally in the form of comments, new friend requests, and placement on top friends lists, because for youth, meaning is found in MySpace, which is ultimately TheirSpace.
 
 
Current Mood: stressed
 
 
Jess Hughes
21 November 2006 @ 01:17 pm
I am getting so fat, it's disgusting!

After Thanksgiving, no more food. ;\
 
 
Current Location: 211!
Current Mood: obese?
Current Music: Foo Fighters "Best of You" sick live version.
 
 
Jess Hughes
16 November 2006 @ 01:47 am
...and I am fucking crunked.

Haha :D
 
 
Current Location: 211<3
Current Mood: drunk
 
 
Jess Hughes
12 November 2006 @ 03:01 am
Probably one of the best weekends ever, and it's not even overrrrrrrr.

I think my eyes want to be shut for an extended period of time, so more later.

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Current Mood: exhausted